Saturday, April 08, 2006
i was
hurt*it seems we are over.i felt this way010805-the day we got tgt.
8 months and a week after that,
it really seems our relationship is flashing a
red light'
before 010805.knowing of my weakness, u cheered me up
asked me to be strong and stand firm.
u r there for me.
the starting.it was sweet as honey
nite greeting msg(es) flooded my inbox.
u nv fail to do so.
starting of this year-everything changed.
i koe i cant spend more time with u due to work
we start to quarrel even more often n over such little stuff
the nite msg(es) are either nv been send or short
the nite msg(es) used to be abt 160 chars.long
but now, it had not been cuming or it is just 4 words - nite
i really dun understand why'
u r always thinking u r right
i m always at fault.
that day, i merely just msg my fren abt the poly stuff.
u got angry n jealous.
throwing ur temper and ask me to look for
him instead.
while for u, u msg
her when u can ask so many ppl
and u say i dun even have the right to be angry.
it was as if i was
banned to be angry and jealous'
whenever we quarrelled and i cried,
u nv did ur part of telling me not to cry or even console me.
as for ytd, u simply koe tt i will go sch early.
n u dun like to be in sch so early.
therefore, i went ahead with my frens
n u make a noise bout it
when i saw u in sch,
u gave me that kind of look.
during dinner, i think u r just puttin up an act.
at mac itself, after the guys left for home.
u nv spoke a single word that makes me smile.
i koe u r jealous abt wad happen which i dun wish to elaborate here.
u claimed u felt sorry for zub n erfy.
u told her the
trust in a relationship is impt.
but u dun even trust me at all.
after the call jus now.
i broke into tears.
i duno shld i even consider this a broke up.
u called me not to look up for u.
i really wish u could stop sms-ing me every 15 mins
cus the more u send me, the more i felt like crying.
u gave me a life n u took it away.i have nth much more to say.
trying to be strong like u used to tell me to.=)
yipeeS-
